Essays:
~ This century belongs to light. . .
~ Art and Embodiment
~ Phenomenology of perception
~ The Art of breathing
~ Drawing Breath
This Century Belongs to light. . .
On Photography
My initial aim as a photographer is not to imitate the human eye, what is the uniqueness in that? ‘Familiarity breeds not so much contempt as blindness’ [iv] I want to record what the human eye does not see. Taking light as my foreground and molding it around life in a new unseen perspective
Our sense of sight of the twenty first century is routinely focused on photographic representations of life through lenses and then airbrushed to ideals, and then infectiously displayed through advertising mechanisms. We are so confronted by images that we have adapted this new way of seeing and then forgetting. ‘It is proven, that the human eye can only process three per cent of visible light, meaning that we cannot see 97 per cent of what is in front of our faces. There are worlds upon worlds in front of us.’ [v] 3% we see, so where is the other 97%? This is where my methods of inquiry are striving towards; to capture, making visible the invisible.
I have chosen to test and cross the boundaries of the normal photographic split-second vision. I choose to give time form because time holds form together. When I produce photographic works, time is always a primary element in the process. Exposure times are as long as I choose to let the light in and make something of a certain space, therefore this path of time is recorded in the photograph rendering it as something else, something which is not limited to its immediate visual appearance but goes beyond those boundaries to capture energy and experiences within a time scale. I capture my breathing body as it breaths, I give time and breathing- life visual form. I capture the landscape as it folds around me, embodying me, I capture the real experiences of my life within this otherness which constitutes.
My photographic strategy is to record times that have the possibility for things to happen and reveal themselves through process. This way of working has a spontaneous beauty where basically, I as the artist don’t quite know what I am painting. I don’t have that initial idea for a vision to put out to the world. All I have is the idea for the process, where I am going to stand and act to let the light into that situation. I have little control over what the shape the light will turn into and reveal. This is unpredictable photography where no two images could ever be the same. So partly the process takes over and the work makes itself. I am the physical medium for the idea to become physical. I am the channel in which natural phenomena and chance events are filtered through.
Wolf Vostell declared art to be: ‘the total event… a merging of elements, so that life {man} can be art… [A] happening is direct art in a cathartic sense realization of raw experiences and psychic recovery through conscious use of the inner freedom in man’ Vostell argued that, by ‘taking everyday occurrences out of their context’, spectators {and perhaps also artists?} will be encouraged to be more open to understanding ‘the absurdities and demands of life’. ‘As Alan Kaprow insisted of Happenings, ‘{t}he line between art and life should be kept as fluid, and perhaps indistinct as possible’. [vi]
Although after acting out a process I only result in a single static image, the emphasis is on the process as a whole and the image is the residue from that. The residue of my actions does not always compose recognizable images of them. It is discovery and exposure rather than a portrayal. My actions in the process are to capture essence not resemblance. My processes and residues as a whole trace the consequences of certain action over time in certain places. Optical, chemical, bodily and mechanical experimental techniques within the realms of light, are central to my practice were I intensively and ritualistically explore the potentials of natural phenomena.
So rather than technical sophistication dwelling in the world of digital squares and complexity, I am concerned with invention. I invent ways to allow light to make form. I then direct that process invention into a particular inquiry like - what does my breathing look like? Sometimes this works the other way around, I may have the inquiry before the process and then have to invent the process. A significant observation to my working methods is their simplicity, although this way of working, with continuous experimentation and developing strategies often demands much endurance and faith {and temper tantrums}.
Referring back to Maholy- Nagy’s prediction, this century does belong{s} to light but the light has blinded us and now goes unseen. We strive to become what light ideally illuminates. The neon blue flickering rhythm of widescreen slim lined TV’s bask on the ceiling of every house hold, the photo-text messages that we fill our time sending straight up thousands of miles and then vertically back down again to other being yards away. We are mechanical creatures now and the pure splendor of light as source is dismissed. I hope to be able to take this light and shape it to illuminate things we haven’t seen before.
[i] Lazlo Maholy-Nagy, ‘Unprecedented Photography, 1927’ Photography in the Modern Era, European Documents And Critical Writings, 1913-1940 Edited By Christopher Phillips {
[ii] Lazlo Maholy-Nagy, ‘Unprecedented Photography, 1927’ Photography in the Modern Era, European Documents And Critical Writings, 1913-1940 Edited By Christopher Phillips {
[iii] Lazlo Maholy-Nagy, ‘Unprecedented Photography, 1927’ Photography in the Modern Era, European Documents And Critical Writings, 1913-1940 Edited By Christopher Phillips {
[iv] Derek Horton, ‘Beyond Recognition’ Optic Nerve – Abstract colour Photography, Edited by Roderick Packe {Ipswich Borough Council, 2003} p1
[v] William Shaw, ‘Soul Trader’ The Observer Magazine, {The Observer, 04.04.04} p11
[vi] Amelia Jones “Wolf Vostell, Alan Kaprow” The artist’s Body {eds} Tracy War, Amelia Jones {
Art and
Embodiment
‘The particular human subject is just one amongst other such sensible beings and things, with whom and which it is engaged in a constant process of reciprocal interaction and modification. The reason why this process is constant is because embodied beings are finite.’ [i]
In other words, we are all molded by our surroundings. The conditions we live in reflect our embodiment. We all give and receive in a constant process of interaction. Everything interacts and relates with everything else. Cause and effect. We are all one. ‘One of the oldest philosophical questions in western culture was poised anew in the romantic period and became central to modern science: How many kinds are there? The ancient Greek philosopher Pythagoras identified only one, a primordial substance, a “monad” {From Greek word for ‘one’}. Since mankind and the universe are both constructed from this substance, Pythagoreans reassumed that man is a microcosm of the universe and animated by a common spirit, a world soul, which is divine and eternal.’ [ii]
As one we are also each an individual being and outside us be the otherness, the world. The otherness is in constant motion. We can’t stop time. We can choose to be still but the process of otherness sustains its motion. Time holds form together. We exist as an inseparable part to the world. Without it we would not live. The otherness is our food, our fuel, our life force, we devour it. We each give and take in the otherness and this is what sustains it as a constant motion of embodied life.
The otherness is where our ego is developed. Our ego is an illusion that exists by way of time and space and our relatedness to all life and the things we grasp hold of. The main physical source of our engagement with otherness is our body’s sensory-capacities. Our senses are also our downfall as we are easily slaved by them constantly wanting fed. Our bodily senses learn a language, the language of sensation in the world. This language we learn through touching the world develops our sense of self, therefore, without otherness, what would we be? ‘The reality of the world is the result of our attachment. It is the reality of the self which we transfer into things’ [iii]
Depending on where we are placed in the world by self-will or by forces beyond our control; will have an effect on our identity, because the otherness moulds us and we mould into it.
With reference to Ventography ‘Capturing Core’, my breathing is the constant link with otherness. I breathe it in and out. We sustain each other. Breathing takes the embodiment of me and projects it outwards. My ventographs represent this constant force of life as one. They show my embodiment in relation to the otherness that surrounds and devours me. These surroundings have effect on me and my breathing. Therefore they show me as an individual unit within otherness. They are measured in breaths. They are the invisible link, the universal life force. I have given this link visual existence. ‘All in all, we need to see our inner life reflected and acknowledged by, the realm of otherness.’ [iv]
Merleau–Ponty has argued that ‘the fundamental condition of human beings in the world is embodiment. If we weren’t animated with feelings and emotions and senses among everything else in this shared sensuous world, embodiment wouldn’t live as a unity and so for, the world would not be characterized this way.’
Our bodies are containers of life. As we grow, we contain and deposit more. A constant breathing cycle. Each moment and action affects the next. The past forms the present/future. When we take things in, we let things out. Back and forth, round and round. It is this energy that I am determined to capture; it is the source of life, of interaction, culture, society. Everything is globule in a world of globalization. The whole process of life is a flow of energy; all life is a pulsation, a movement. If there is no movement then there is no life.
So my work is deeply concerned with embodiment, the embodiment of self and world. ‘The pantheistic reverence for nature is based in the experience of wonder in the face of natural phenomena, and it entails an immediate feeling of unity of the self with the universe’ [v] I am searching for that circuit between ‘I’ and ‘other’. I can describe what I believe it to be as energy, universal life force energy connecting you to me.
‘Ancient Indian spiritual tradition – over 5000 years old, refers to the universal energy called “Prana”. The universal energy is seen as the basic constituent and source of all life’ [vi] Life force energy flows within the physical body through the respiratory system. It also flows on a more non-visual/physical level through pathways called charkas and meridians, as well as flowing around the’ body in a field of energy called the aura. ‘Incidentally, the word ‘aura’ as the energy field referred to by some, comes from the Latin ‘air’ which in turn comes from the Greek word for ‘breeze’ or ‘breath’. [vii]
A chakra is a circular energy field by which energy flows from the etheric to the physical body. Everything is process. This life force is responsive to thoughts and feelings and everything else. All connected. I breathe in substance of life, and it has effect on me holistically and so projects back out of me physically and non. Our body is an emblem for the world or what the world has become. The philosopher Paul Crowler comments on artwork’s significance in this sense. ‘The artwork as symbolically significant sensuous manifold is able to express the decisive relation between subject and world. The artwork, in other words, reflects our mode of embodied inherence in the world, and by clarifying this inherence it brings harmony between subject and object of experience – a full realization of self.’ [viii] In this full realization of self, the world of otherness is in constant exchange with the states we experience ourselves being in. ‘Artists have investigated the temporality, contingency and instability of the body, and have explored the notion that identity is ‘acted out’ within and beyond cultural boundaries, rather than being an inherent quality. They have explored the notion of consciousness, reaching to express the self that is invisible, formless and liminal. ‘ [ix]
My work is about process, process is connected to time, and time is connected to experience. Everything is interlinked and flows into and over itself creating our sense of individual-ness in the shared otherness.
‘Our embodiment is a necessary requirement of our social identification’ [x]
[i] Paul Crowler, Art and Embodiment, From Aesthetic to Self- Consciousness, {
[ii] Lynn Gamwell, Exploring the invisible {
[iii] SimoneWeil 1909-1943, Gravity and Grace {
[iv] Paul Crowler, Art and Embodiment, From Aesthetic to Self- Consciousness, {
[v] Lynn Gamwell, Exploring the invisible {
[vi] Marina Warner, ; ‘A Short Dictionary of the inner world’ The Inner Eye, Art Beyond the Visible {London, South Bank Centre} p18
[vii] Marina Warner, ‘A Short Dictionary of the inner world’ The Inner Eye, Art Beyond the Visible {London, South Bank Centre} p12
[viii] Paul Crowler, Art and Embodiment, From Aesthetic to Self- Consciousness, {
[ix] Amelia Jones, Tracy Warr, The Artist’s Body {
[x] Amelia Jones quotes “Bryn Turner” The Artist’s Body {
Phenomenology of
Perception
Phenomenology is the study of essences and existence, where the world is already there before reflection begins. The intentions of this philosophy are concerned with re-attaining a direct and primitive contact with the world. It is an explanation on space, time and the world as we live them. The world is a changing tide which shifts with the moon light. The thought of freezing these times into an overall account is a battle for the ship wrecked mind. This is a philosophy which starts with reduction. Merleua-Ponty writes: ‘It would seem that reduction takes me away from the common world and locks me into a private {phenomenologically reduced} world of my own. [i] Merleau- Ponty’s definition of reduction is that of where one becomes fully aware of their relation to the world and to the other subjects with which they share the world. It is a rediscovery of their actual presence of self. The fact is we never experience anything but states of ourselves. These states are usually created from the cause and effects of otherness. There are things outside us that affect us inside. Because we all live in a universal world and interact with it, our actions can shoot, hit, and bounce onto other beings creating states and sensations. With reduction in mind; it would seem that in my practice with ventography, reduction takes me away from the common world and reduces me to a private individual world of my own. The process of simply breathing with mindfulness in a meditative state, and capturing that visually is reduction at it foremost. Through this process I become absolutely aware of my relation to the world and the otherness that I inhale and breathe into.
Christopher Macann comments on the philosophy of Merleau-Ponty ‘Be that as it may, the nature and character of Merleau-Ponty’s phenomenology does at least make it clear that, in philosophy, the most difficult thing to understand is what is most obvious, that what is nearest {in being} is furthest away {in analysis}.’ [ii] In relation to the issues that I am dealing with in my practice, I can relate to these difficulties because I believe that I have uncovered something so simple and pure but yet so unimaginable and far away; almost disconnected but ultimately not. I have the same struggle defining the substance of my work.
Merleau-Ponty states ‘I am the absolute source, my existence does not stem from my antecedents, from my physical and social environment; instead it moves out towards them and sustains them, for I alone bring into being for myself. [iii] My mind is struggling to comprehend with these types of ideas. I feel like my higher self understands these ideas but my physical being self is perplexed. We are each the source/result of everything that is around us. We interact with it only to create it. Our presence discharges out into the world making alterations and actions in a steady sustainable pattern {most of the time} and our actions define us.
The Body as object and mechanistic – ‘I am a body which rises towards the world. Thus exteroceptivity demands that stimuli be given a shape, the consciousness of the body invades the body, the soul spreads over all its parts, and behaviour overspills its central sector. Cannot I find in the body message, wires sent by the internal organs to the brain, which are installed by nature to provide the soul with the opportunity of feeling its body? Consciousness of the body, and the soul, are thus repressed. The body becomes the highly polished machine which the ambiguous notion of behaviour nearly made us forget.’ Maurice Merleau-Ponty.[iv] We have become so physically dependent that our sense of sight has taken over but also lost its vision. We see surfaces but not what’s beneath and maybe in front. Kant comments on our mode of representation: ‘Our representation of things, as they are given, does no conform to these things as they are in themselves, but [that] these objects as appearances conform to our mode of representation.’ [v]
Hidden beneath our representation of things, within these objects as appearances are sights unobserved to the untrained eye. There are images of the inner world which forms the object. ‘To have imagination and to be aware of it is to benefit from possessing an inner richness and a spontaneous and endless flood of images. It means to see the world in its entirety, since the point of the images is to show all that escapes conceptualization.’ [vi]
In my work I am conceiving a philosophy of vision which is just as unknown to me as it is to you. We see only what we look at. I have made the invisible visible. This becomes philosophy because it is something unseen.
‘The Invisible – Beyond sight of the body, the realm of the unseen phenomena.’ [vii]
Merleau-Ponty comments on the invisible: ‘The invisible is not exactly visible but could be.’ [viii] Physically we collect and arrange the life before us but as we do this we also create and move the invisible. My work reflects the correspondence of photography and philosophy. “‘a solar language of cognition that gives the mind and the senses access to the invisible” [ix]
[i] Christopher E. Macann “Maurice Merleau-Ponty” Four Phenomenological Philosophers {
[ii] Christopher E. Macann “Maurice Merleau-Ponty” Four Phenomenological Philosophers {
[iii] Maurice Merleau-Ponty, Phenomenology of Perception, translated from French by Colin Smith {
[iv] Maurice Merleau-Ponty, Phenomenology of Perception, translated from French by Colin Smith {London {New Jersey} Routledge, Humanities Press, 1993} pp 75 76
[v] Marina Warner, “Emmanuel Kant” The Inner Eye, Art Beyond the Visible {London, South Bank Centre} p10
[vi] Mara R. Witzling, “Magdalena Abakanowicz” Voicing today’s Visions{
[vii] Marina Warner, ; ‘A Short Dictionary of the inner world’ The Inner Eye, Art Beyond the Visible {London, South Bank Centre} p43
[viii] Marina Warner, ; ‘A Short Dictionary of the inner world’ The Inner Eye, Art Beyond the Visible {London, South Bank Centre} p48
[ix] Derek Horton, “Eduardo Cadava” ‘Beyond Recognition’ Optic Nerve – Abstract colour Photography, Edited by Roderick Packe {Ipswich Borough Council, 2003} p7
The art of
Breathing
Over the past 4 years the reoccurring theme of breathing has been notably present in my work. This was not a conscious decision, but as I reflect on my work, beneath the ritualistic processes, the endurance, the issues of embodiment and energy; there is always the breathing body at the source. This is what I am continuously recording. Whether outwardly by projecting otherness onto my breathing body, or inwardly by using my actual breath as mechanism to activate a breathing aperture. I guess this is because I see breathing as the primary source of life, without this ability is death. In my work outside my artist’s bubble, I have had contact with many people on their last few breaths. When I attend to these people, I feel so tuned into to each breath they take because it seems such a struggle and I know they are numbered. Time seems to slow down in these moments, it is as if it constitutes to the atmosphere allowing a kind of serenity to carry them peacefully to the end gradually slowing down, breathing less and less. At any moment they could just stop, where does the energy go then?
Life is based on energy and its movement between contradictory poles, that push and pull of gravity which holds the world together, the pull of air into our lungs allows the push of blood from our hearts. Process leads on and cycles round and round. The process of breathing – Each life breath pumps a fluid through the body. The respiratory rhythm via the lungs pumps air and facilitates the exchange between oxygen and carbon dioxide.
[i] Marina Warner, “David Nash” ‘Through The Narrow Door, Forms in to Time {
Drawing
Breath
Throughout these writings I have touched on certain ideas and issues that relate to my practice as an artist. I am not a writer and I struggle to find words to define myself overall without overlapping. Language has a tendency to fragment things, putting things into separate categories when really everything has a unfixed nature and is impermement.
I create work which remarks and connects art and life within which could be observed – the differential forces, the endless processes and the vital strength which stirs in everything. My work undoubtedly has spiritual overtones because I am dealing with and uncovering unseen new visions.
I am a post-modern mystical artist and I can not always name my subjects but let them reveal themselves. I am a channel for creative energy to flow and make form with the assistance of light. My work is mystical in the sense that it attempts to reveal the mystery of what goes un-noticed but is at work under the surface of the 3% we can actually see. ‘There is no transcendental realm beyond the given – there is no “oneness” of the universe towards which to transcend. Rather than transcendence, the artists {as I} have focused instead on what is at hand – immanence, if you will – the artist’s own self and the “other”, by which is meant another person or object in the natural world.’ [i] Individually we are separate pieces but overall we are a unity of process working as one constant cycle of cause and effect, all the same source of energy. So then my subject comes back to myself-being which is the vehicle to process this ‘other’ energy that filters through and around me.
I deal with whatever idea inhabits me. My body is my palette for as long as it breathes and the ground I tread, each step is experience that feeds and forms my ideas which become the effect of the cause. I am a constant process which occasionally deposits footprints of residue.
Manifesto for the art of the inner eye
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Who is the artist who would not dwell there? / In the womb of nature, at the source of creation, where the secret key to all lies guarded. / But not all can enter. Each should follow where the pulse of his own heart leads. . . / What springs from this source, whatever it may be called – dream, idea, or phantasy – must be taken seriously only if it unites within the proper creative means to form a work of art. / Then those curiosities become realities – realities of art which help to lift life out of its mediocrity. / For not only do they, to some extent, add more spirit to the seen, but they also make secret visions visible’
The happy few who could enter and grasp the secret key needed to learn the language of art to shape the fantasies stirred up. [ii]